Everything has become so secondary to my pursuit of consciousness: my relationships, self-maintenance, job, everything. It is has become an obsessive occupation, which only distances me further from my reality with every step I take closer to self-realization. Am I finally heading towards a breaking point where my current state will no longer be an acceptable state? I keep waiting for drastic change, created by drastic (external) events, but this is a dreamy and lazy hope: change will be gradual and self-inflicted.
*unfinished*
*unfinished*
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