Saturday, February 23, 2008

step two

Recently I find myself wanting things again that I long ago convinced myself unattainable. But can I still have these things? Are they even feasible? Do they match with who I am now? I can't get anywhere without removing certain comforts.

I will make a mess of this life for a chance at one that is so uncertain. I start today alone.

I should be more scared than I am, which is not to say that I'm not still a frightened mess. But doing what I know is right is coming so much easier than I had believed possible. One by one, things will change by my own hand.

If only I could explain to those around me why I act this way.


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