slice

"I wanted only to try to live in accord with
the promptings which came from my true self.
Why was that so very difficult?"

the charlatan buried or i remember now

One year Sunday.Omnipresent urge; volition wained.Perhaps I blew my chance.Monday, not enough.Two hour flood/no result.Returns.A new self, constraints!, but a new old self, a release.Hummus.The urge subsides.I remember.Ten years ago.

Lucidity will return with next entry. Stop.



Doodling.


Scratching.

some neat lithographs of Ulysses from the James Joyce Museum in Sandycove

(click images for detail)

a pictoral itinerary (or excuses for lack of output / visibility)

present - 2/10:

in seclusion, a burgeoning, in haste, not enough. panic.

2/11 - 2/20:

abroad. don't get caught, don't panic. everything is fine.

2/23:

"and what makes you think you're worthy of escape?"

2/24 - 2/27:

cog work continued

2/28 - 3/1:

passes purchased!

March:

a return to the sick room for further observation.
output resumes.